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A Night on the St. Lawrence

Posted in life-lesson with tags , , , , , on April 21, 2012 by Costa Timothy Deir

This was my view last night as I sat next to the St. Lawrence river watching the sun’s final moments in my time zone for the day! My thoughts were racing as the sun dipped below the last cloud on the horizon. I was talking to God about some things that weigh heavily on my heart, and struggles I am having within. Briefly, I thought, “I’m talking to God about the deep things in life, the things that really matter.”

While that statement is partly true, it was instantly brought to my attention that my thought was totally consumed with me. Not to say that God is unconcerned about my personal struggles, or issues that deal closely to my heart, but it has been a while since I’ve talked to God about issues that might concern Him. As a matter of fact, it has probably been years since I’ve asked God what I can do to make Him more known in my area of influence. I have been more concerned with other things, I’m sure you can relate to a few; the low balance in my check register, debt, car problems, relationships, job advancement, hanging with the “cool kids”, or staying trendy.

Lately, these have been the things that I thought were the deeper things in life! There’s more than that! There has to be. A few verses from the Bible are flying through my mind; “Greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world” (1 Jn 4:4) , “we are more than a conquerors…” (Rom 8:37),  “don’t worry…” (Matt 6:30-34)

I want to start talking to God about things that are bigger than my life. I don’t want to be held up by my own “hang-ups” any longer. Do you relate to this? Have you done reflected upon your own life while reading this short blog? How can we commit together to start thinking of ways we can make an impact in this world? Let’s think higher than ourselves.

Please leave your thoughts below.


Anonymous Journal #1

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , on December 17, 2011 by Costa Timothy Deir


I don’t desire religion, but intimacy! Alone in this quiet place, I seek You alone. Your wisdom and truth. Please cause seeds of righteous in me to grow and bear fruit. I’m sick of futile fleshly attempts at passion! Be my sole desire, oh Song of my heart!

Unashamed, I seek You from the deep place of my heart; a place very few have seen. With all You’ve done for me, You deserve it! You deserve everything! Point out the areas I’m gripping and not giving You.

My God! Your mercy is so incredible! Nothing like it! Be glorified through my life Lord! How I need You, for I am such a wretched man!